Sunday, April 19, 2009

Without a Happy Ending (G-Bull Writing)

Emptiness fills me,
bitterness shapes me,
my anger betrays me,
and I will wallow in misery.

No matter what I do,
I can't seem to forget you.
You plague me night and day,
with words I'll never hear you say.. again...
I.. love.. you..

We seemed to have it all,
for you were my only friend.
Now you left me standing here,
drowning in my falling tears.

I scream and cry and no comfort comes.
Hoping now my life will soon be done.
Then no more will I feel;
This is my life so unreal.

Then my pain turns to rage,
as I turn another page.
In the book of my life,
written in blood from the cut of a knife...

This one has a better flow than the others, but it is still pretty rough. I haven't edited or changed anything--in this one or the others--from the way it was originally scribbled down in our notebook. We tried really hard to be song-writers and musicians, but it all came crashing down. This was written in 2005 before the group split up--over and over again. Thanks!

-Andy J. Graves

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