They journey together--completely alone!

I feel as if I am quickly approaching another fork in my path towards God.

The path I have traversed thus far has not been easy.

There has been a lot of emotional turmoil; spiritual hardships; financial difficulties; and all of the other garbage that comes with being alive.

As we journey together towards God, I would like to update you. To fill you in on what's been happening around these parts, so here goes something!

1. I am becoming disenfranchised with my job.
2. I have began looking into graduate programs again.
3. I long for personal connections with people.
4. I, so badly, want to give up.
5. I am traveling alone.
6. I am getting ready to vacation to California, by myself.
7. I  want to write more poems, and read them to people.
8. I need to listen to more music, more often.
9. I am searching for a higher truth to hold onto.
10. I am alone.

 Every time I reflect on my life, it is always a search for where I am. What's going on in my life. What's good about me. Hardly ever do I stop and reflect about what I've done for other people in the time between reflections. This is where the decisions in life become most difficult.

When there is a decision to be made, it not only effects us, personally, but also everybody else in our lives. It's very dangerous business making decisions in life. Deadly!

That's the part that always gets me. The part where I don't know what's going to happen to those I leave behind.

I thought this was going to be a good post, but it is what it is. That's all I got. Be careful. Think hard. Always remember the others!

Sincerely,
Andy J. Graves